[11]

"i miss u"
too much time has past since that smile graced my presense
the light of my world
now darkness hails my name as i drift from this peacefull reality
will another day be allowed to pass w/o my angel?
or will she pick my heart up again cause its falling hard w/o u
though friends may try - that feeling i need is still not there
someday when they find their happiness theyll understand

my angel of light be rid of this darkness
pls save me from this self created hell
be my escape to happiness
and may we be forever peacefull in a warm emrace
embrace this moment
for if life ended in an instant would it have been worth living?

[9]

"you"
i was lucky enough to realize everything i wanted was right in front of my face
my angel passing transparently around me till finally the paths cross and the world becomes complete
cause w/o u my mind would continue to dredge the thoughts of nothingness i had become so used to
and it is for that i owe u my world

[7]

"depression riddle"
why live life for life left living die in death for peace left open by life in death be peacefull for living the life left for death will come soon enough

[6]

"thought process"
thoughts running rampant in a gaze of free thinking nothing can or will be here and now because time means nothing
as the ideas boil up with vindiction be the only goal of thoughtful ramparts of loose mind using all process to capture these illusions and make them real
be my escape for ever i will locked in this gaze of meaningless nothing is my goal to make her world be right
miss the touch miss the thought of being so close yet i wander so far from the importance of being whole so bring her close or forever sit this listless glare of yearning forever is now

[5]

purpose
when u hold her close yet ur time draws close
u feel like the world is only ment to tear u apart and u know that another single instant of that sweet embrace could make u smile that smile that never fades but u know deep down that if enough of those instances could form eternity u would be content
but then reality crushes your every hope as she trails from your presences
the hope in the back of your mind that shell come back for another second, she will stay for another second but shes gone
the darkness consumes your thoughts once more as the smile from the ever so soft touch inside fades and u feel the loneliness once again
but realizing the foolishness within as somehow her touch reaches out from beyond
the memories that make u smile once again as peace consumes emptiness knowing u will see her soon but wat if not soon and so she be gone forever
you smack yourself as you know deep down shes thinking of u too and somehow thats comforting
u begin to count the hours till ur friends mock because shes only been gone a minute