[17-0]

forgive me for u see -> its all in my head

[17-4]

but i be mere mortal and also prone to mistakes
it was i who has failed the world
no longer ment to be seen or heard
and yet still it flows

[17-3]

b4 light becomes dark as the world subsides
collapsing to utter chaos but was it me or u
someone that caused this fall of all that seemed well
to well for u to take it all and hold it away from those who seemed to need it most
let go this fear of all that is real

[17-2]

where is mind and how is body
and wat the hell does it all mean
somebody tell me pls

[17]

"what"
my brain bleeds black these thoughts as i put them to ppr
but white be this pale outer shell that holds me here

[16]

though the sun has shone upon will good fortune
i feel this has not been w/o constant testing
with each day - life brings its newest challenges
character is built by the choices made in the face of these dilemas
true character is wat u do when u know no one else is watching
but measured by everyone whether theyve seen u or not
the dificult part is wondering how u have been judged

how have i been judged?

[15]

"night"
tonight as i stare into the night sky and the moon smiles back at me
i know that its the same sky that u too stare into
and regardless of the distance between us
were together in spirit
and i know that soon ull be in my arms
together at last

[14]

one thing
___the sun hasnt shone since monday___

i miss u